One Day at a Time

Hmm so first day of classes and in my first class and the prof. isn't there. Oh well, I won't lose any sleep about it. Next class is Physical Science. I hope that will be interesting. Regardless I plan on doing well in all my classes. I didn't give my best last semester; this semester will be different.

I might have my old job back. Which in a way is surprising. I'll admit that I've been ashamed of myself for how I handled the situation. Sometimes grace works both ways: it humbles you and it also gives you things that you don't deserve. I am grateful. I will be better. With God's help.

I have been worried about Lyss this week. She's under a lot of stress. I know, I just know that she's going to be alright. It's hard for me though to see her like this. All I want to do is hold her and tell her yeah it sucks, but it's only temporary. "We're gonna make it"

One thing I've noticed is that I've become more positive again. Honestly, though it may be a new development. I can be positive but me, inside my mind, I can be so negative. There is so much to learn, so much time to grow. But I'll try not to let it overwhelm me, and take life one day at a time. Focus on the important things. God, family, loved ones, friends, school, work. Work hard giving 100%. Also allow other people to help me. That other people want to help and I want to help them.

I don't have to know everything, I don't have to be everything. I can be me! The person that God created me to be. Life can be stressful, but when I see all that I have, and all that I will be, it's not bad at all. One day at a time...one day at a time!