Umm Life

I wanted to write but the words just don't seem to come.

Worked eight hours...and now I'm home. Life isn't has bad as I've dared to let myself believe. In fact I need to see how good life really is for me.

I think I'm just selfish and I want so many things to be the way that I want them. I'm breaking free (or trying to break free from these thoughts)

We'll see what happens but life won't get the best of me. I'm learning the meaning of what it means to "lean on God" and not on my own understanding of things. I'm as unsettled as the ocean on a stormy day.

Well that's all for now...